Feeling is Just Another F-Word

Your favourite blogger is not doing well. On top of other things, my stupid fragile heart has been broken. Or more like shattered, suddenly and unpredictably, in one swift motion. My brain has taken a beating too, in the sense that I have no idea why this even happened.

The confusion feeds the heartbreak and the heartbreak feeds the confusion.

It hurts like hell.

I’ll be OK, I know that, but I think I need to allow myself some pain for a while. It allows me to understand what it’s like to be this down, so I can empathize with others who are, and do my best to never cause others to feel this way. I know, that’s life, and it’s gonna happen no matter what, but I still wonder if other people feel like I do. I wonder if she understands and has this kind of empathy.

I should probably be angry, but that’s just not an emotion I tend to feel in a time like this. What’s the point?

I do feel guilty for ruminating about this when there are much more important things to worry about.

Sorry for going all emo. I don’t know why the hell I’d write this down here… I guess I’m just an expressive sort of person. Maybe that’s part of my downfall.


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22 responses to “Feeling is Just Another F-Word”

  1. Anonymous Avatar
    Anonymous

    Dude, best way to get over someone is to get under someone.Love, Nancy

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    Anonymous

    Dude, best way to get over someone is to get under someone.Love, Nancy

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  3. Jack Avatar

    I’m sorry, man.

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    Anonymous

    I’m sorry, man.

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  5. Salem Avatar

    Hearts are so much trouble. Sorry.

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    Hearts are so much trouble. Sorry.

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  7. Von Avatar

    Sorry to hear. I sympathize…try a distraction – like a party!

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    Sorry to hear. I sympathize…try a distraction – like a party!

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  9. Anonymous Avatar
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    inappropriate, meaningless sex with inappropriate strangers is the best way to deal with a broken heart. Or, if you prefer the mature route, avoid relationships, and women, altogether. God invented porn so that we can all enjoy a healthy release without the agony of getting involved with our gender of choice.Dan

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    inappropriate, meaningless sex with inappropriate strangers is the best way to deal with a broken heart. Or, if you prefer the mature route, avoid relationships, and women, altogether. God invented porn so that we can all enjoy a healthy release without the agony of getting involved with our gender of choice.Dan

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  11. Pavel Chekov Avatar

    I’m making you some chicken soup.

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    I’m making you some chicken soup.

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  13. Phronk Avatar

    Thanks dudes. I doubt meaningless sex would work for me…I’ve got this inexplicable link between my brain, my heart, and my dong. Avoision it is!

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    Thanks dudes. I doubt meaningless sex would work for me…I’ve got this inexplicable link between my brain, my heart, and my dong. Avoision it is!

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  15. Jenn Avatar

    aww mike, what happened? i feel for you, partly because i’ve been there, but mostly because you said it so well in this post. i know it sucks, but this is one of your best, ever.xoxo

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    aww mike, what happened? i feel for you, partly because i’ve been there, but mostly because you said it so well in this post. i know it sucks, but this is one of your best, ever.xoxo

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  17. Jason Avatar

    Sorry to hear that. Dan’s comment made me laugh.

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    Sorry to hear that. Dan’s comment made me laugh.

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  19. madamerouge Avatar

    it hasn’t been your year, has it?

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    it hasn’t been your year, has it?

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  21. BillyWarhol Avatar

    Yeah that Sucks*Go out for Hookers + Blow that will Cheer U Up!!*********Start off with Beers @ The Brass Rail!!Then take Limo with 5 of them Naked down to the Sundowner in Niagara Falls*Grab 5 More Nude Babes + Fly to Vegas + Party in the Jenna Jameson Jacuzzi Suite w/ Paris Hilton*Cap it Off with a Lovely Sunset Stroll Screwing on da Sandy Beach in Cabo San Lucas*******Yer Trubbles will be well behind U*Cheers + Enjoy!! ;PPP

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    Yeah that SucksGo out for Hookers + Blow that will Cheer U Up!!*********Start off with Beers @ The Brass Rail!!Then take Limo with 5 of them Naked down to the Sundowner in Niagara FallsGrab 5 More Nude Babes + Fly to Vegas + Party in the Jenna Jameson Jacuzzi Suite w/ Paris HiltonCap it Off with a Lovely Sunset Stroll Screwing on da Sandy Beach in Cabo San Lucas*******Yer Trubbles will be well behind UCheers + Enjoy!! ;PPP

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